A day in the life of an American Soldier. The personal passages of everything from family life to war.

On and off days


American Soldier says,

Today I am having one of those off days. For most of the morning all I could think about was being with my unit. Yes I know people are going to say that it’s going to take some time and so on. However I am so torn right now. I was thinking this morning that I gave so much in my training. I did so much and I feel its all for nothing.

You hear about those Soldiers back in WWII that even after being shot, would go AWOL from the field Hospital to just be with their fellow Soldier. Well I’m feeling that way today. It’s so hard to just explain why I feel this way. You’d have to walk a mile in my boots. 9W anyone?

I am trying to integrate and function like civilian Joe. Seems that for the moment that my mindset is not here. I do enjoy being home, trust me. I have a very supportive wife and it seems that I have become a lot closer with my children. I know it would break all their hearts if I had to go again. Why does warrior blood have to run so thick in my veins?

My wife told me as we went to bed that she doesn’t want to have to go through that again. I told her that we would be fine. She means well and I know that she would be supportive if I had to go again but the wound is still a little fresh.

So that is my train of thought for the moment.

William C. Westmoreland


American Soldier says,

A great leader in Military history passed away last night. General William Westmoreland. I thought it would be appropriate to tell a little bit more about him other than the fact that he has left us.

William Childs Westmoreland (born March 26, 1914, Spartanburg County, South Carolina) is a retired United States General who commanded US military operations in the Vietnam War from 1964-68 and served as US Army Chief of Staff from 1968 to 1972.

Early Career
Westmoreland entered West Point in 1932 after one year at the Citadel. His initial motive for entering was to “see the world”. Following graduation in 1936 he became an artillery officer and served in several different commands, reaching the ranks of lieutenant colonel and subsequently colonel during combat operations in the European theater during WW II.

During WW II, in 1943 while in Sicily, his battalion was selected to be the artillery support for the 82nd Airborne Division.

Regimental and Division Command
Westmoreland’s WW II experience with the 82nd Airborne led to his being asked by General James M. Gavin to join the 82nd as a regimental commander after the war, which was the beginning of his professional association with airborne and airmobile troops. He served with the 82nd Airborne for four years.

During the Korean Conflict he commanded the 187th Regimental Combat Team.

In late 1953 Westmoreland was promoted brigadier general and spent the next 5 years in the Pentagon. In 1958 he assumed command of the 101st Airborne Division. In 1960 he became Superintendent of West Point, in 1963 became commander of the XVIII Airborme Corps. Later that year he became deputy commander of MACV, assuming command of MACV from General Paul Harkins in 1964.

Vietnam Era
As the head of the Military Assistance Command in Vietnam he was known for highly publicized, positive assessments of US military prospects in Vietnam. However, as time went on the strengthening of North Vietnamese combat forces in the South led to regular requests for increases in US troop strength, from less than 100,000 when he arrived to over 500,000 in 1968.

The most notable campaign was the 1968 Tet Offensive, in which Communist forces attacked cities and towns throughout South Vietnam. Westmoreland successfully fought off the Offensive, but the ferocity of the assault shook public confidence in his previous assurances about the state of the war. Political debate and public opinion led the Johnson administration to limit further increases in troops.

Post Vietnam
Westmoreland served as US Army Chief of Staff from 1968 to 1972 , then retired from the Army. Westmoreland ran unsucessfully for Governor of South Carolina in 1974. He published his autobiography »A Soldier Reports« the following year. Westmoreland later served on a task force to improve educational standards in the state of South Carolina.

Personal Data
In 1947, he married Katherine (»Kitsy«) S. Van Deusen. They had three children: Katherine, Margaret, and James Ripley.

I will leave you with some of his more famous quotes:

“The military don’t start wars. Politicians start wars.”

“I do not believe that the men who served in uniform in Vietnam have been given the credit they deserve. It was a difficult war against an unorthodox enemy.”

“Television is an instrument which can paralyze this country.”

Thank you and see you on the other side Sir!

I’m still standing!


American Soldier says,

I must say that alot has changed since I’ve been gone. The first week of work was interesting. I really didn’t do much at all. The first day I spent trying to get all my passwords fixed and my Outlook account was busy downloading over 3000 emails. My work never suspended my account and somehow my email got into some spam bot. So between work related items for the past 7 months and ads for Viagra, I had a busy first day. Everyone was very nice and welcomed me back literally with open arms.

On the home front I have been opening up more and I can tell that my patience level is coming back. When you are a Soldier you do things right away and to the best of your ability. In the civilian world, things are typically worked around certain habits or other tasks. I’ve been getting into the man of the house routine again. You know, fixing things around the house. Well as best as a gimped Soldier can!

My appointment with my doctor went fine. The doctor looked at me after looking at the MRI results and asked me how bad I was hurting! He told me that my surgery would be tricky but nothing he and his team couldn’t handle. He also said that he could have me in for surgery in the following weeks. No more than 4. So I just have to make the admin requests to get short-term disability setup and request a surgery date.

I am happy to be home but the camaraderie that is inside of me still misses my Soldiers and the people I became good friends with. At one point last week I sent an email to our unit admin asking what it would take to get me over there. He said that I need to get fixed first. He didn’t want to see me get hurt because I could not function at 100%. It’s a tough pill to swallow but it’s reality.

I am considering putting the last year’s entries in a book format. However I have yet to find a trustful publisher. This publisher would also respect the fact that I’d be using this pseudonym. If anyone knows someone, send him or her my way.