3/28/2006
The angle of it all
American Soldier says,
Early March changed the way I look at things. How I felt about the war I had been fighting. Never deterred, but the angle in which I fought it.

On the rooftop scanning quickly.
Let me break my experience down a bit. I served as a sniper when I first got to country. The type of mission my unit was involved in made that possible. They were a bit apprehensive to give a long rifle to the new guy. Our mission evolved into another area so I hung up the Sniper rifle and became a squad leader of two M1114’s, armor Humvee’s.
During my time I was outside of the wire just about everyday. I performed just under a 100 combat missions that I can count off the top of my head. Just about every mission included an engagement of some type. Whether a random SAF (Small Arms Fire) or a full blown fire fight lasting upwards to 40 minutes.

Sunsets are beautiful in Iraq.
I was twice wounded in action and received two Purple Hearts. The last injury was the one that did me in. For now I am out of the fight. I feel very lucky to be alive. The last injury really woke me up. I should have been killed but I wasn’t…period! That doesn’t make me a tough guy or any type of super hero. I just didn’t get killed.

The urban combat nightmare that was my AO.
Now I have returned from the literal battle field in which I was fully immersed in. The war for me wasn’t measured in lines but more asymmetrical. The enemy lurked at every angle. A squad leader’s war and a war that was fought in a land very unforgiving.

The exact spot where I was hit. This was the last thing I saw in my war.
I am on the mend right now. My injuries will hopefully heal with time. I have some things going on that might last a while. Even writing this is a trying task for me. I don’t really want to go into my sustained injuries. They are mine to deal with for the moment.
During my stay in Germany and here in the states a few Soldiers’ Angel’s have contacted me and helped me. I wanted to say thank you in this forum because it was/has been appreciated.
I am taking about 2 weeks and spending time with my wife. I have to make up for some lost time and appreciate the woman who has been with me all along. She promised me that if I were ever to be injured that she would come to me. She has done that so one step at a time and each hour I hold the hand of my wife. The war has come full circle for me thus giving me the chance to focus on what it is I have been fighting for.

Once again, holding the hand of my wife.
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